Art Insecurity

Since I started drawing as a kid, I have an inferior complex about my drawing skills. In my childhood, I was surrounded by talented peers who can either copy very well or just have a good sense of aesthetic. Meanwhile, for the longest time I couldn't properly shade a box, can't draw still life, can't draw a proper pose. Even when I had produced decent looking art back in uni, the best part of my artworks were my composition and color skill gained from my graphic design major.
- I still have that insecurity even now, but for the past few years I've been working to overcome it, but it is still very difficult to abandon the thoughts.